Sunday, November 20, 2005


okok
things arent going so bad i guess.
the presentation's tml
and like
I HAD TO GO HUNTING FOR THE COURT SHOES(or whatever) LIKE a few seconds ago. hahaha lynn is soo nice. i mean, who wakes upp at like 6.45 for a friend.
i'm getting damn pissed of cos she's not replying my msgs or my msn talks. ARGH/
ahhhhh. maybe she's stressed or just pissed of me lah for some reason.
today at uncle george's b'dae,lex,angie,vick,mel,fel and i same 'if we hold on'. it was damnnnn nice, lex is a damn good guitar player(: haha
yesterday, i went to daidy aunty's house for the death annicersary thing and like today i had to go for anothejr death anniversary.
cabbage says my family's damn unlucky; like whatever haha
uncle loui dies only a year ago):
i dunno how rani attai nicle,sabaxxx and rene are doing. not to mention tiger and STOM! ARGH.
i missss them soooo much
i don't think my mom will allow me to crash over, i'm still serving a sentence which will only be over at the end of the week.

I JUST HAVE SO MUCH OF ANGER IN ME I CANNOT LET GO.
and it just constantly builds uppppp and i'm very scared tht one day i'll just explode and only then will everyone see the real me. argh.
fel has lost all respect for me but i don't give a damn cos one day i'm gonna kill her. i'm gonna slice her head into a million pieces. ok right. morbid much.
no,really she's soo annoying.
I REALLY CAN"T STAND HER> and its not just a sister thing. it wayy much more then that. you know sometimes you just get soo pissed off tha your younger sister orders you around and sucks up to the other?
nvm if i don't kill her the sugar will. and i can't wait for that to happen.


{6:51 AM}


AINT

vanessa paul
sixteen

NO
In my field of paper flowers and candied clouds of multiply
I lye inside myself for hours and watch my purple sky fly over me

OTHER